Won't you take me home, please?

It's been a busy week yet a fruitful one. sticking to my daily routine, satisfaction.

for many times, i feel like posting up my thoughts, it doesnt seems to happen. man, clueless.

prelims are over, results are listed. yeah, i've tried my best. definitely no regrets. to those who have been despising me, thank you very much. you just gave me a chance to prove you wrong someday. cause i'll still believe hard work do pay off. egotistic people just irked me more. Go Pearlyn, 1 more shit month to go.

Pearlyn is a clever girl.
oh come on, im just trying to build up my confidence once more after what had happened.

i long for Stephanie's birthday to come. 19 NOVEMBER, reminiscing back last year. Make that night happened once more, girlfriends.

sometimes, things just dont get the way you want them to.

Dionna Chew must be working now. reply my msg, my dear! i craved for my fondue date with you.

Good news for all, i kinda like maths and biology now. Yes, if necessary, please call a celebration. haha.

Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Cause someday I might call you from my heart
But it might me a second too late
And the words I could never say
Gonna come out anyway.

Saturday
Studied with Stephanie. She cant be a teacher in the future. lol. she knows what i mean. anyway, thanks (:
Dinner with boyfriend at bliss, again. Enjoyed.

Sunday
Breakfast at macs with boyfriend, again. Enjoyed (:
He makes wonders, i gotta admit.

Hello people! im okay (:
Still as crazy and noisy as before.

Stolen

A bad morning, i should say. One after another. Biology paper 2, to be specific, i wont forget the disappointment i saw on my teacher face when she give me the paper. All my hopes are on my physics, yeah, i think physics are like one hundred and one times easier than my bio paper. Im taking my phyiscs papers tml. Hopefully, i'll get my desirable results.

i feel so much like a introvert lately. i don't know why. But somehow or rather, i think MJ can brighten up my day. Haha, we were shouting from 4th level to the fish pond at the ground level. Ya, dont be surprise, i SHOUTED to the fishes in the pond. i said, ' Butterfly stroke! Backstroke! Not freestyle!' MJ tried to disturb the security guard. lol. O levels are so so near and yet we're having fun in class during geography when miss soh wasnt around. That's the special thing about 4Ec. haha. You can practically hear kaixin and matthew shouting even you're next door. lol

Afternoon was better, at least i did something that im proud of myself (:
Intensive self-study. Yet, im searching for a study partner, any volunteers?
Had my plans for weekends, my last one. Hopefully, things will turn out to be fine. Who knows, i might be stuck at home again.

HASMIDAH! Your dad is super cute (:

im so negative lately too. Dont worry, i wont watch myself to die (:

Sway

Prelims are over and my bloody O levels are coming :(
Like the others, i guess im gonna mug all the way through until my Os have finished.

Today
Had my last paper today, science practical. My table partner, Cheryl, was so sweet. I was sucha nuisance to her, i thought. Kept on pestering her, asking her whether im doing the right thing. PS, im a freak in reading instructions, that's why. Like before, i cant even light up the burner. Im the most unlucky girl in the lab, firstly, there's only one pathetic matchstick left for me. Secondly, my stand was spolit. Thirdly, because my stand was spolit, the water in my U-tube fell and my whole paper was wet. Cheryl even crawl underneath to help me with my stand. haha. Thanks, anyway. And Kaixin, stop showing me your ass in the lab not forgetting you, BLOODY MJ, WHO POINTS MIDDLE FINGER AT ME FOR MORE THAN 10 TIMES.
p.s, eat more tomato. 1/4 of my tomato has SEVENTEEN seeds. haha.

According to research, only 5% of the human race will ever find true love. With the romantic love being so elusive, if the researchers are right, it seems to be hardly worth persuing. Yet, we do and often become slaves to it. So are you one of the lucky 5%?

Im stuck at home right now. Damn, ANG YULING must be in school now. haha. i wished she's out with me right now.

Im a very contradicting person. You know what i mean.

I miss the one who kiss my gently on my cheeks on 15 april 2006 (:
call me, ya?

Love you so

Firstly, HAPPY SEVENTEEN to my sweetest boy on earth! i love you so much! Angry angry angry, Colin claimed that the driver was angry all the way throughout the journey and wanted me to blog about it. lol

I finally got a chance to meet yuling, for just a short while. i passed her her birthday present. it's like FINALLY. im so sorry that my present came one month and one day late. sorry girl (:
anyway, im so glad she like my present. Hugo, pure purple (: actually i wanted to get her a paris hilton one, but i have no idea whether she has that or not. Haha, hugo pure purple was always one my wishlists, i just cant save up to buy it everytime. It's a good trade in the end, my sister bought me a red dkny perfume. ohh, i love her man.

HAPPY SWEET 16TH, MELISSA!
aww, you have a sweet boyfriend, okay!

Try too hard

This whole week was a hectic one. I don't think im gonna hit my desirable L1R5's points :(
Got to say i can only manage to do my humanities papers. Haha, okay, whatever, i changed my mind, im gonna study for my Geography paper 1 during the weekends or something.

Forbidden City was awesome. It's worth catching. Afterall, i like the Emperor, the SMALLEST emperor. He was oh so cute, i wished he was mine.


On our way






The problem lies with his OG plastic bag.


p.s
im just a phone call away from you.

Crystal Ball

I wanna be like that 5 years old girl whom you see walking down the street with one hand holding the huge lollipop and another holding 17 colourful balloons.

Prelims make me feel so down. I can no longer spend many wonderful times with my loved ones. I can't wait for my prelims, no my O levels to finish.

Im so gonna be died, today's Accounting paper was like god damn hard. I wished im still in my Sec 3s' life. At least it's Trading, P&L Account, Trial Balances, General Journals. im sure it's so much better that Working ratio, rate of stock turn. I cant do a 13 marks or rather 20 marks question :(

Priorities, i cant seem to get this clear.
Sometimes being nice, doesnt really pay.

I'm not missing you

I'll make this post a quick one. Finally, went out with my girlfriends yesterday. I do love them as much as before (:


At the library


Support the yellow ribbon (:


I love balloons


At starbucks




Simply love

Replies
CUTEKAIXIN: hello, you're such a nuisance! lol
KAIXIN: You tagged me at the same time uh?
life-: YES YES! and CHEESECAKES SUCKS, right?
Cindy: I saw that survey already!
Sarah: Hello! oh, im a lazy girl. But anyway, link me alright
idah: yes! haha. we can do that during our POA paper 1 on tuesday
BERNICE: I miss you, girl! thank you so much! i hope you're doing fine right now(:
Yuling: what's that?
Farah: Haha, cannot is it? i like doing 5 things instead of 4. lol. KPO, but ya, it's that girl whom alvin used to like her before

P.S, Liping, best of luck for your prelims too. Mug hard for your A levels.

You seemed so far away

i just ended my post and my big-mouth hasmidah wanted me to do some survey. haha. for the sake of her, i'll do it.

Favourites:
Colour(s): obviously, purple
Food: Clam chowder!
Song: it got to be Yellowcard- only one
Movie: the click? probably. i wanna catch alot like love though
Sports: BADMINTON
Day of the week: Wednesday
Season: -
Ice-cream: Vanilla

Current:
Mood: Hyper-active
Taste: -
Clothes: I cant be going topless. obviously, shirt and pants
Desktop: Hp, dictionary, SS notes
Time: 8.59pm
Surroundings: my playlist going on, Rufio- Like a prayer
Annoyance: my prelims are coming

Firsts:
Best friend: ELDORA GOH!
Crush: -
Movie: Space Jam
Music: Backstreet Boys' songs?

Last:
Cigarette:-
Drink: Coke
Ride: School bus.
Movie: the click
Phone call: Mom
CD: M2M, i guess

Have you ever?
Dated one of your best friends: no
Been arrested: no, but it looks fun to be arrested. haha
Skinnydipped: NO
Tried to be on TV: haha, i aint pretty so, no
Kissed someone you don't know: NO!

Things
4 things you did today:
1) Attend the quiz at ngee ann poly
2) Had dinner with friends
3) Messaged my princess
4) Blogging
5) missed those people whom i didnt see them/he/she for more than 3 days



ps, Thanks MJ, Idah and Yuling for doing that survey for me. haha. MJ, go boston la!
Cindy! dont worry, take your time!

Box of sharp objects

The national accountings quiz was AWESOME (:
(ps, we didnt get into the finals, obviously,)

My old friend, a long lost friend of mine was there too. It's nice to see my primary school's friend again, really. Oh, gotta congratulate him too. His school, St Gabriel was the champion in the end. Of course they'll win, my friend was the leader. haha. Surprisingly, he remembers my full name. caught up with him for awhile, just a small while.

Got to say, people changes when the environment changes.

i bet hasmidah wont forget what i told her on HOW TO HANDLE MCQ QUESTIONS when you have no idea which one to choose. Simply, just choose the letter that you like most and continue with the next one. EASY right?

im off to study!
Tuition tml, dread it!

Im pretty bored now. 2 more chapters for my SS, hopefully, i can finish by tonight and carry on with my Geography.

I found this on the net. It's kinda interesting. Check this out

1.Put your music player on shuffle.
2.Press foward for each question.
3.Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.NO CHEATING!
4.Tag 5 of your friends' tagboards to ask them to do this
5.Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.


1.How are you feeling today?
Jesse McCartney - Because you live
I'm so glad I found an angel, somewhere.
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly looking in your eyes.

I feel blissful, i guess.


2.Will you get far in life?
Natalie - Goin' crazy
haha, okay. does it means i'll go crazy in future?


3.How do your friends see you?
Green day - Jesus of suburbia
oh oh, thet see me as their JESUS! haha
ps, i was laughing when my ipod appeared this song!


4.Will you get married?
James blunt - You're beautiful
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face.
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth, I will never be with you.

No ,that's not true. im getting married, no matter what.
Yes yes, with my special boy.


5.What is your best friend's theme song?
Jaci Velasquez - Imagine me without you
Oh, maybe so. That's one of Kaixin's and Idah's favourite song.


6.What is the story of your life?
Sugarcult - memory
This may never start.
Tearing out my heart.
I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
(I'd be your memory)
Feelings disappear.
Can I be your memory?

I cant find the link! I wont let my loved ones be my memory anyway.


7.What was high school like?
Fergie - London Bridge
All my girls get down on the floor
Back to back drop it down real low
I'm such a lady but I'm dancing like a ho
Because you know what, I don't give a fuck
So here we go!

it looks like im clubbing in my high school. haha


8.How can you get ahead in life?
Rufio - over it
no link


9.What is the best thing about your friends?
Panic! at the disco - The only difference between martydrom and suicide is press coverage
Haha, desparate for attention? it cant be


10.What is in store for this weekend?
My chemical romance - the ghost of you and me
wth.


11.What song describes you?
Mcfly - i've got you
ya, i've got him (:


12.To describe your grandparents?
Lifehouse - you and me
i aint close to them so i dont find the link


13.How is your life going?
Luther Vandross & Mariah Carey - Endless love
Two hearts, two hearts that beat as one
Our lives have just begun
Forever
I'll hold you close in my arms
I can't resist your charm

Yes yes, i love my boyfriend alot (:


14.What song will they play at your funeral?
Switchfoot - The beautiful letdown
Aww, it's a sad song okay


15.How does the world see you?
Hoobastank - if i were you
i have nothing for them to envy over with.


16.Will you have a happy life?
Vertical Horizon - Best i ever had
Obviously not, i guess


17.What do your friends really think of you?
Nelly - fly away
probably, i'll fly away from them


18.Do people secretly lust over you?
Nick lachey & Jessica Simpson - A whole new world
okay, whatever


19.How can I make myself happy?
Muse - Supermassive black hole
Oh baby dont you know I suffer?
Oh baby can you hear me moan?
You caught me under false pretenses
How long before you let me go?


20.What should you do with your life?
Rascal flatts - what hurts the most
I dont know


21.Will you ever have children?
Paris Hilton - Turn it up
arghh, whatever. im gonna have children. haha


It's interesting dont you think so? i want the following 5 people to do this for me

1) Chan Wei Jie
2) MJ!!!!!!
3) Idah
4) Yuling
5) Cindy

Sexy love

To start off, i wanna thank her for being there to hear me out. You know who you are, my little angel. Appreciated. and to my princess, if you are reading this post, just wanna tell you thank you for being my happy pill for the past few days. love you so much.

It has been a boring week for me. No chilling out with friends, no camwhored, no gossiping with my girls. To be precise, my daily routine was mugging, mugging still mugging. that's the better side of me, i assumed.

The stars have been a company of mine during my late nights' revisions. Piles of notes that have been laying on the table, waiting to be absorbed in my brains. i wished for a super memory to store them up. Have been revising all my subjects, biology was my expection. It's kinda weird, i used to like it alot. Despite many times of practising my maths, i dont think i can make it through my prelims. that sounds so pessimistic.


Steve Irwin died. It's such a petty, his shows were really great. Okay, dear stingray(s), i promised im gonna eat you up one fine day. i missed seeing you in chompchomp, by the way. Just, watch out. Oh, im making such a big fuss over this matter uh? haha

My sister had been out to Korea for holidays. that's oh-so-great. she has been telling me every day about her favourite korean series, actors, songs and the worst part of all, wanting me to learn and speak korea with her. it's so cute when she told me about this korean actor coming to singapore few days ago. i was like, 'huh? who is he?' she replied me by saying, ' i'll bring you to the face shop. his photos are all over the place.'
okay, indeed, she brought me to the shop just to see his photos.

Lips of an angel

Closed, or rather ignorance. sometimes, it's good to put yourself into other people's shoes. Unexpectedly, you'll find things that you wont get to see them in the outside. The usual days. Not any more. Dont ever agree things in verbal, the disappointments get higher.

Reminiscing, that's the best word.

Let's drop the subject, the one which weakens the other.

Oh, i forget to add on, on my previous post. Happy Teachers' Day.
Teacher(s), thanks for all your guidance.